I can't understand why I am not too bothered about this relegation ?
This season has not been a Cardiff city season to me , just a rebranded team playing in the premier league
Last season I was happy with the promotion but not ecstatic like I would have been if it was the Real Cardiff city !
The play offs , play off final , fa cup and league cup hurt more because that WAS Cardiff city !
It's only just dawned on me that I have lost a part of my love for The club and that hurts more tonight than anything else .
My apology is to Fabio and Zaha who today were two out of three outfield players who seemed to give a f**k about this game , most of their time with us I have not rated the performances they put in and admittedly slagged them off , but today they were fantastic . Frazier Campbell aside if the rest of the team put in the effort those three did we would still be fighting for survival next week !
Gutted is an understatement